Open Source Lyrics Release // Who I Am...

Everyone has their inner demons. I do too! This song is about how I react to mine-how I fight and how I resist; how I give into their whims and how I fall - about how I rise again from the brink. And how I believe in a guardian angel, buried in our conscience!

Here goes:

"

Who...

Am I" ?

Need some way to decide;

Find a way to preside;

over this -3.5

oversee this reality.

I keep being'so un'predictable-

to even myself!

Is that a' Blessing-

or is it a curse?

I need to find-

How much of this'

bitter truth'occurs-in it;

I don't know why-

I'm dis-will'ing to be';

The future is a mystery!

Give me-

a chance;

But before'that-

Put things-in perspective...

Give me a bashing-

give me a thrashing;

I do' need to'know-

why I am 'backlashing!

Give me a bashing-

give me a thrashing;

I do need to know' where..

My soul I am stashing' away"!

Wasting'away I am'

Breaking into pieces;

Wasting'away I am'

I don't know why'when'where-

this can cease!

I don't know-

I've got this strange' disease!(o' patience)

I don't know' why I go on'-

this way;

Can't put myself' at ease nomore!

There' is a stain'

with it'comes a' pain-you don't believe;

I feel every' single time-

it is distinct-Is my nature flawed?

Or am I; Being clawed at'by myself?

Dissected and..

Dissected and' intersected-with doubt;

Dissected and' intersected-with doubt!

I don't believe-

I'm upon the right cloud;

I might'be Thinking out' a bit Too Loud!

I need to clear this fog-

I need to steer through" the bog;

I might' need to float on' where I'..

Need something' to hold'on to-

Maybe its you. Baby its you!

Give me a thumbs up'

and hold me'- when I fall!

That is all that' I can ask you;

That is what' I can";

Believe" In you-for us..

I know I'm not' alone at'all-

Not for' all of time-I am not;

Going to call" myself"-

Defenseless-you are there;

Defenseless-you are there!

While you're there-

I can Dare-To challenge myself" again - I can!

Give me the wings' I need;

I can set the' Bells'ringin again!

Give me the wings I' need, right now;

I can fly' right; all the while!

My fairy princess-

You'are precious' All the Time!

My fairy princess;

With you' I've got-God's blessings all!

Even' when I fail..

You're the only one' I count'upon-to bail me';

Out.

To turn the Trail'around;

To face the gale-Unbound!

To get a chance' to" astound-

To fly'up far'above from ground!

To be" a; Shooting star!

To be there; Erasing scars..

To go far- On and on!

To wage the war;

Having lost the battle-

Yet"; Fighting on.. fighting on!

Trust in you"-

Just in you!

I wish you knew;

You strew a golden hue..

Maybe' this' is- Too long due;

I'-didn' know'bout me-

Who' I'm; Am becoming..

Who I", am becoming..

Who I", am becoming...

"

Heruka : Artist of Intrigue!

It has Been a long time since my last post! But not to worry-I'm back and here to stay :)

Now for a side-trip through the vistas of imagination and that, as conjured by the mind of an artist and friend, Heruka from upon Deviant Art.

First, we consider a deeply thoughtful and poignant piece of art - "Roker Pier". It depicts myriad shades in harmony - yet with a sense of Mystery and perhaps even a tinge of Hope amidst Melancholy. The best interpretation of this may still be Heruka's own.

Roker Pier

Next, a rather sinister-looking masterpiece, the 'Pygmalion' depicts the bony remains of what appears to be the head of an animal, but which may be part human as well! This may very well be a metaphorical interpretation of the Greek legend of Pygmalion: The sculptor who fell in love with his statue, and brought it forth to Life!

Pygmalion

"Little Visitor" gives a rather Ying-Yang feel to the Lunar Legend. It possibly envisions the Moon as Earth's childlike visitor, who journeys forth to visit every night and departs at dawn. Simultaneously, it portrays the fickle nature of the Human mind, in letting the Light and Dark sides visit, hold sway, vanish and coexist upon the mental landscape.

But practically speaking, Zoom right in and you'll see a tiny Spaceship and a Tiny Visitor upon the moon, and that's the real namesake!

Little Visitor

The very last - yet most intriguing portrait of them all - 'Sky' kindles in us, a spirit of boundless adventure, the feeling of expectant Chaos, of Opportunity and the World thrown wide open!

Sky

Note:

These Interpretations remain my own, though they may differ from those Heruka intended whilst creating these brilliant pieces of Art. I encourage One and All to check out his work on Deviant Art and learn firsthand - the seeds of imagination sowed - which led to their creation.

Open Source Lyrics Release // Looking for the things I Need

"

Was looking for’the things’I need;

In’the wrongest places’ of’em indeed-2.

Time’to bring you upto speed;

I’m flyin unto truth decreed!-2.

Times have passed, so many; empty-2.

But now’s the time that we’have plenty;

Now that’s the dream’I live!

…

Come’clap on hands’together;

Got’it |gods’- will’|now altogether!

Would you answer me? Is this destiny? -2.

Getting times to turn’-got’the’best for’me!

Divini’ty strolls-always there for me.

Don’t give Give up, no!

Learn from me.

Don’t give Give up, go!

Fly with me.

Make a brand’new team;

I’m with you| definitely…

Whatever’s the scheme-

My heart does it beam!

Reality’s dream;

Time to live and Believe….Believe…Believe..

Land’from make’belief has turned’to give relief!

Wish I wasn’t the Thief;

Of my’ self-belief.

Now’s forever ‘the given Blessing;

I’m forgiven; deemed divine’by myself| finally!

Uhm| uh-hu-hum - finally>

At this instant, I’m a God;

Like you I’ve turned’from lookin-for God-OUTside… :

To within!

"

Video Lyrics Release // Krishna Allah Jesus-Cut Me!

Open Source Lyrics Release // Simple N Merry Message

This song, though titled 'Simple n Merry' carries more than one message, more than one context and is meant for more than one person. So listen now and go figure what it really means to you! :D

"

It's just a song (that) you want me to sing-2.
It's a message you want me to bring!

Let it be one of Hope-2.

...

Times are festive once more

Let's bring our" joy| to the fore..-2.

I've been shiverin' deep;
The walls were once too steep-2.


Get a chance-relief;
rewards of pure belief...-2.


Can you trust in; your own| powers?
Answer the question; the world recovers!

Only| your own will-empowers;

Awake'n as goodness-(it) showers!

...

Simple & merry message;

Nothing' tough-envisage!

Forget the memories| that hurt;
Respect now-every"good effort!

Care n Share n Give comfort;
Till we (all can) go'to dirt!

Hand-in-hand in prayer
Hold on to me-brother!-2.

Holding hands together;
Aren't you my'own brother?

"

Open Source Lyrics Release // ShutterReact

This song is a product of my own demented'ness :P as well as the emotions i felt, in response to watching Shutter Island. It questions the existence of a single and universal 'Reality', and how there's only a few things that are really 'Certain' and do matter to each of us! It seeks to identify ultimately-our Purpose of Existence. So without much ado-lets plunge deep into the mysteries of the mind:

"


OMG, how does this work?
The world goes-it goes beserk!]-2.

Its a strange world...
Nothing's as its told]-2.


OMG, how does this work?
The way the world goes-it goes beserk.
OMG, how does this work?
The world goes-it goes beserk!


It's a difficulty...comprehending this world;
Layer upon a layer of complexity strewn' agn!]-2.


I say this once,I say this agn
I say this once,once more agn;
I say this once,I say this agn
I say this once,more once agn!


A prayer| i'm hopin for;
Something to relieve me'|from this turmoil!]-2.


Its a world that is too complicated;
Its a world that's too complicated.
Need some'way to; Break through this-2.
Need some'way to; Understand| why..
Why'o'why'o'|why'o'why'o| why..?


Fact is'i'believe in Maya;
But why'do they say? It can happen more'than once...
coz'life i'live'within| within yet'another dream
'Life i'live'within| within yet a'nother stream.
Going..from one infinity'| to another...!
Unknowin| which one's the true deal!
UNKNOWIN|Which Is the TRUE Deal!


Tryin to| my heart;
to Make it turn'to Steel...
Not be'moved'by all;
But i can't get it to stall!
Have to'construct' a Stone'wall..
thats enough'as its tall...


I kind'of make'myself' the zombie| i'know that...
I kind'of feel'things-now'demented-i can't be| free anymore...


coz i've become...A creature| of the night!
coz i've become...somebody' who'doesn'belong; In day'light!
Its an endless thought| forthright.
I need some'thing' of foresight;
To change it; my un-godly plight!


I'm losing all the things'that|(i) remind you;
coz i've lost my...feebl'est restraint!
I'm not anymore mighty;
i've'to walk through'the biggest of lengths...
I'm not anymore mighty;
i've'gotto'walk through'the biggest of lengths...
[I'm still at'the zero-point; Gotto climb'it]-2.


I'm walkin'(an) uncertain'path; i don't know wat i really hath...
I'm walkin'(an) uncertain'path; i really don't know wat i hath...
But'i know one thing, But i know thing; where i go one-thing...


Its'for'certainty that| there's music; Raging within-
And thats' the only thing'that keeps on going..
Its the music'that is'| that'is'still now raging'on;
There's imagination-over'flowing there..


(its) the only'thing thats-keeping me'| a Human..| a Human...
[Now you know... oh'o'oh...]-3.
Now you know'o'oh'oh'oh... 'o'oh...
uh'hum Uh'hum...
...

Don't be scared| i've just dared...
to change'it dared| into darkness'stared!
Don't be scared| i've just dared...
i've just dared; To change it...i am prepared...


Need'this; Inspi'ra'tion Now..
Otherwise..i' woul(d)n't have-come this far...
This is a war...I fight'this'far;
To make'my life-a meaningful| a meaningful|
Meaningful'a dream!
A meaningful| a meaningful|
a'meaningful'a dream!


"