Open Source Music Release// Lyrical Dilemma Of Emotions

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Either you write;
Or give in-to the fright!
Do wats forthright;
Workin into the silent night...

Nobody's right-
i've been wrong so often right here!
Does that make me a nobody?
My emotions they dont soften in the grip of fear!
As the final days-mine are countin down-so near;
Dont expect noone to shed another tear!

Does that make you noone?
Does that mean you know when?
Fightin for feelings overrun;
Does that hurt your loved one?
Portray good n evil done?
Do you feel your world's just like that-now been undone?

You do know melody,
You do know harmony-
Why's that missin in unison?
You do know euphony,
You do know symphony-
But why am i growin so senescent?

Happy lives we have dreamt-
innocent times we have spent,
why do they end with a dent?
Lovely smiles that were incident,
coherence was so inherent;
but am i so ignorant?

Am i so ignorant baby??
Maybe so ignorant maybe!!
My mind does-with strange feats depth-defy me!
Am i so ignorant baby?

I don believe in truth anymore truly!
Am i again so lonely?
Could you now craft me new glory?
All my plans again have be-come history!!

Call it as blasphemy,
Subject of ignominy;
Fulfillin it-the prophecy,
that i wont stay long to see;
That bliss wont belong to me,
No everlastin ecstasy!

Am i livin a soldier's dream alive,
losin the war-holdin its scars?
Clingin upon your shoulders-i do scream now to strive,
soulfully underpar-is my humanity growin sparse?

Maybe i'm wrong baby!
Maybe i just long-maybe?
Wanna just belong -pray be;
Maybe its a song baby!

Its not a feast that i do want of love,
Emotional subsistence will just do;
I'm a crazy beast livin inside o now,
hope patient persistence pure-gets me through!

Wat is so new? Is it new?
Nothin but good intent-not o love-i have unto you!
As the moment grew, is it really new?
Nothin but the trust is important-nothin now-i wish i knew!

So take care now darlin :)
The time o separation's snarlin!
Gotta live in god his mornin-
times o goodbye are now dawnin!

See you in heaven-
if ever i do get there!
I am not bereaven-
'Coz i know you do care!
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