Open Source Lyrics Release // For My Way Of Life

"
I'm an idealist,
i'm an unrealist,
such a surrealist,
feelin so very pissed!

In a sensual twist,
got my feelins'so mixed.
Now wat is betwixt,
my heart'aint'so fixed!

I'm tryin not to-not to live alone,
but my soul'to corners-eight its been so blown!


Not overthrown.. but not ever known!
the joy of belongin-for the joy i've been longin!

Time has ceased'to make intentions known,
am throngin streets of mind-not'ever worn!

Still aint believin, in my trust its cleavin!-2.

Never leave myself to chances (really) prone,
whenever'i..heave-my heart'it has grown!

Don't need no-eulogies to know right-who'i'am!
Wont need know-Not apologies'for Who'i'am!


Try to sync this, try not to wink this-
try to link this, try now distinguish;
...
try to discard the..
the truth from the lies
and the lies from the cries!

Won't bend over nice,
for all'of thy vice-a cruel device-
now to try compromise;
...
When after'the ship is sunk,
when left there'aint'ny spunk..!
I'm not gonna stay a monk,
wen'doubts'upon'good trust abunk!

There's no way i'm..
givin up my..
sincerity;

my spi-rit's still..
livin'up-on..
inner purity!

I'm an idealist,
i'm an unrealist,
such a surrealist,
feelin so very pissed!

In a sensual twist,
got my feelins'so mixed.
Now wat is betwixt,
my heart'aint'so fixed!

...i'm gonna'live'it...
life'Again;
..Every'minute..
a''new begin-ning dawns!


A new beginning dawns-2.
...
For my way Of life, new faith'it fawns;
new faith it fawns.. Now new faith it fawns!
"

Open Source Lyrics Release // Its Gonna Happen Someday To You True!

This was written on my college seniors' farewell day. It reflects how i drew parallels and grew emotionally charged.This song comes in light of the bitter fact, that our days too are numbered, at our beloved alma mater. Here's the song folks :
"
Its gonna happen someday to you true;
and its
sensations through it,
bleeds out emotions..
situations don't look,
so much have cursed this way of life.

You don't know where it was for so long lady-glee and
you don't want to get it; but wouldn want to let it go.

Its gonna happen to you someday begin
Its gonna happen to you someday again.

We don't wanna live till that, till end is sworn,
as we grew up,there the sky so far,
and you don't know how long it will last.

We just have to move our fate from each others' paths
and we can't even know if this rainbow brings itself together!
Its gonna be to fate'cursed left everyone to gather!

We always have to know,be there now, have to know
with everyone together,growin up here.
How's this now gonna be-whole appear?
isn't (it'a) beautiful thing, how this'll appear!
its got sheer love,trust,friendship as-a'whole,
and so everybody's mind'will up'back-all do grow!

Wait for it, its gonna bloom from the gloom
wait for it, watever happens i'm just here'to scream-
but you have to watch, we have to leave n we have to wait for our time.
n i'go'there'out the window and life'comes to the mirror-(askin)fate aint fine?
am i racin after mine? i wish i had one moment to do.
From here bein different, do it that way you do,darn.

And you know that moment we'wont(even)return and our love for those days
where can we've people lovin yea'a-round'you-
its not gonna be so'simple-remember!
Its gonna be now somethin-to (be)'collectin'it so now;

I turned back and you're round n you find that i'm not around;
that i'm more-makin you-you find me-emotions again;
and the silences are vacant-the moment aint moving well..
well it gets little strange,everybody are to stay together,one more time together,
now we'd rather go offstage-not rather, i know thats another, you-i know thats another!

You say welcome for a single time again-and i don't want to let it go too soon soon soon..
remember, route'we gather for our journey;
from this moment-from (our)'behalf'our journey is enough..its always forever
and know its always forever..i say am due to pull-us in through'it to see'yourself around,
its now and for-ever!
"

Open Source Lyrics Release // Fightin for Feelings Over-run!

"
Either u write
or give in-to the fright!
Do wats forthright;
workin into d silent nite.

Nobody's right-
I've been wrong so often right here!
Does that make me a nobody-
my emotions they don't soften, in d grip of fear!
As the final days mine, are countin down so near,
don expect no-one to shed a'noth tear!

Does that make you no-one?
Does that mean you know wen?
Fightin for feelins'overrun.
Does that hurt your loved one?
portray good n evil done?
Do u feel your world's jus like dat-now been undone?

You do know melody,
u do know harmony-
why's that missin'now, in unison?
You do know euphony,
u do know symphony-
but why am i grow-in so senescent?

Happy lives we have dreamt-
innocent times we have spent,
why do they end with a dent?
Lovely smiles that were incident,
coherence was so inherent-
but am i so ignorant?

Am i so ignorant baby??
Maybe so ignorant maybe!!
My mind does with strange feats depth-defy me.
Am i so ignorant baby?

I don believe in truth anymore truly,
am i again so lonely?
Could you now craft me new glory?
All my plans 'again have be-come history!

Call it as blasphemy,
subject of ignominy,
fulfillin the prophecy,
that i wont stay long to see,
that bliss wont be-long to me,
no everlastin ecstasy!

Am i livin a soldier's dream alive?
losin the war-holdin its scars?
Clingin upon your shoulders do i scream now to strive,
soulfully under-par - 's my humanity growin sparse?

Maybe i'm wrong baby!
Maybe i 'jus long maybe.
Wanna jus be-long pray be.
Maybe, its a song baby!

Its not a feast that i do, want of love,
emotional subsistence, will 'jus do;
i'm a crazy beast livin inside 'o now,
hope patient persistence, it gets me through!

What is so new? Is it so new?
Nothin but the intent-not o love-i have unto you!
As d moment grew? Is it really new?
Nothin but the trust 's important-nudn now-i wish i knew!

So tc now darlin :)
the time o separation's snarlin!
Gotta live in god his mornin-
times o goodbyes are dawnin!

See you in heaven-
if ever i, do get there!
I am not be-reaven-
'Coz i know, you do care!
"

Open Source Music Release // Its My Sweat, My Blood Baby!

"
Its my sweat, my blood baby-
it won't go in haste;
won't go a-waste baby-
won't now go awaste!

I will convert every ounce of work,
into rewards-of goodness put at work! :)

Oh-oh...Oh-ho-ho-ho-2.

It is now a race,
i a'gn embrace!
Its a maddened haze-
i try too hard-erase!

Come-on, do challenge me...
come-on, fate avenge me!-2.

Life aint about a-vengeance,
life its bout emotions.

To be so kind n good,
the way the world it should.

DisLike it...-aint the way we would.
To like it-give it...all the love we could!

Tenderness true forgivance.
Kindness n care-givance!

Believe in it..-all virtue,
the devil can't even..hurt you!

Thats the gist of my life,
at the midst of lovelorn strife!-2.

Get the best out o me now-
while i'm still flesh n blood.
Be a guest mine now-
while i'm full o passio'n flood!

Oh-oh, oh-ho-2.

Welcome times...-well we spent in harmonies,
wen gone are times...that were rent-in agonies!

Gotta trust, must to earn...;
confidence just to learn...!

Oh-oh, oh-ho ; oh-oh, oh-ho!

Gotta truth...-now discern,
human hate-ever to spurn!

Its my sweat, my blood baby;
Its my trust-sacred..confidence baby-2.

I do trust in powers..so divine;
Everythin ll be-will be surely fine-2.

It won't go in haste...
wont go a-waste baby!-2.
"

Turtle Walk 2010 Pics!

Its that time of the year again-In aid of the Olive Ridley: Its Turtle Walk Time :)

Since i've discussed what its about and why we do it, in last year's post, i'll cut to the chase with the pics! These are from the night of January the 25th:

Walkin Onto The Beach-The Night Awaits Us!

Turtle Egg To Hold Onto :)

Turtle Trail on the Sands!

Examining a Turtle Nest!

Collecting the Eggs-To take back to the Nursery :)

An Olive Ridley Nest!



Eggs-These lil ones weigh a tonne! ;)

Three to take 'em to safety!

Mother Turtle In Nesting Action! :)

Olive Ridley Building its Nest!

239 Eggs in The Bag!

Entry to the Nursery :)

Inside the Hatchery: Volunteers @Work!

Me At the Hatchery Entrance :)

The Gang Wrapping up a Long Night Out-4:30am it is!

Open Source Lyrics Release// At the Brink Of Love!

"
Now you do Have a-lovely rest.
Consider yourself...-to be blest;
To have a cozy nest nearby to sleep-in!

Truly you're the best,
life aint really so much mess'd.
You have a lovin care-filled chest to weep-in!

Let them all, aftershocks all-slowly to seep in.
Life it really rocks, let it to sneak in.
Let lovin there-to smiles-permanent keep in!

Wat am i? Wat am i doin?
Who am i? Why am is still here rue-in?
Happiness always am rescuin!

Know wat is now remainin,
No point in undue regalin;
In Hope always i am gainin!

Am i insecurity feignin?
When falseity is surely wanin,
When happiness-joy is rainin!

Why curb your ambition thats all ablazin?
Why suffocate love when you show its growin?
Is trust now true-worth derailin?

Gone are fruitless searches-whilst silently knowin!
Gonna learn from memories-stop 'em frigidly bein frozen-in!
Times of miracles are now arrivin!

Somethings simple grace-forgiven, to the divine-tis gently akin!
Pointless precedents are traumatizingly thrown-in;
Why stay so faraway, when patience virtuous is you crownin?

Wouldn have as quickly soon-enough been moanin!
Lil pieces-purely kind-enough are wo-ven in;
In humans of soul-willin faith, i still am believ-in!

Tell me the saintly station i'm stayin-in!
Wats emotionally all-complainin;
Is ever surely-subtly still rewardin!

'Tis a peace-
like never been, seen before-Its inner bliss!
A child its kiss!
No feelin like this-so supremely reignin!

Now wat is remainin,
wen i have this feelin;
Beyond human healin!

Its the Brink Of Love-got to Be,
Its the Brink Of Love-got to Be;
That which I am Hailin!-3.
"

Open Source Lyrics Release// Night Of The Turtle

This one's dedicated to the Olive Ridley-A True Survivor-Having braved Ice Ages and Mass Extinctions-Still Amongst Us-Teaching Perseverance, Faith N Resilience-For being Nature's Sign of Hope personified!

// Note: 'Twas written recently, while upon a Turtle Walk :)
"
Night of the turtle-2.
Night of the Turtle-2.
Could it be brittle?
Could it be brutal?
Could it beat you, the night of the turtle?

Make it immortal-2,
make it immortal in time.
Open a portal, open a portal,
open a portal to your heart!

Think of the moments-2,
think of the moments true!
Think of the moments so new!
Night of the turtle-2.
Sight of the turtle, totally changin you!

Sight of the turtle-
a sign of hope!-2.
Could you even still-
feel so blue?-2.

Tell me the moments,
wat they would be like?
when you give it-another
time to strike!-2

Night of awakenin now-2.
You wouldn (even) ask me right now,
you would remember the times we love!-2

Night of the turtle-2,
night of the Turtle-2.
Could it be brittle?
could it be brutal?
Could it beat you right now, the night of the turtle?

Could it beat you right now...?
In nature's beauty right now!
"